yeah... i know the feeling. their lives really werent easy.
[And then they lost them so Li-Na and Noah could exist. If Noah thought about it, he could feel pings of guilt about it. Allen had to die so he could exist. That felt so unfair. But at the same time....he wasn't ready to give up his life either. It was a terrible dilemma.]
i just
i hope they got to see things end one day
all the fighting
[that they survived this struggle with the earl and get to have some
semblance of a normal life afterwards, that their souls aren't now in her
and Noah because the war cost them their lives]
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i am going to be extra careful with mine from now on.
a huge torso. that is strange.
what? really?! that... i can understand how that would freak them out.
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really, none of them knew how it was possible.
lenalee was...really upset. she started screaming and fell to her knees.
shed seen fallen ones before.
during some experiments they used to do.
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they were trying to make more exorcists. having someone who wasn't chosen by an Innocence try to force synchronization.
i think i remember that conversation now.
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shit, sorry.
are you okay?
[He's worried about the experiments, but first thing was first]
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i am sure things i said have caused memories for you too.
i am okay though! it was a little upsetting, but mostly because Lenalee was upset herself.
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but nothing as messed up as this.
yeah....can get why shes upset.
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they must have been desperate, to try to make an exorcist
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i wonder what happens to fallen ones.
do you think they...
[die?]
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for her to be so upset at the transformation
[PROBABLY]
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dammit
this is so fucked up
just when we were getting used to this shit.
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it is going to be somewhat fucked up in general
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but that doesnt mean its okay
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i thought i had a good idea what her life was like
but then i remember something like this and i realize i do not
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i know the feeling.
their lives really werent easy.
[And then they lost them so Li-Na and Noah could exist. If Noah thought about it, he could feel pings of guilt about it. Allen had to die so he could exist. That felt so unfair. But at the same time....he wasn't ready to give up his life either. It was a terrible dilemma.]
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i just i hope they got to see things end one day all the fighting
[that they survived this struggle with the earl and get to have some semblance of a normal life afterwards, that their souls aren't now in her and Noah because the war cost them their lives]
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yeah. hope so too.
[doubt it, but...hopes nice enough]